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Undesirable

by Becky Warren

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1.
Back home they pass Christmas Day by killing something wild And mark the years by where they stripped the soil away Mama wouldn’t let Daddy use the good towels On account of that black dust and West Virginia clay We’re all we got Just a bunch of half empties, a couple last shots We’re all we got Just a pile of forgotten forget-me-nots Ain’t nobody gotta tell us, baby We know we’re in a real tight spot We’re all we got Down here, I spend long hours with regret and nicotine My bones are tired, but my heart’s an unpinned hand grenade The Cumberland River’s holding all the stars tonight And up ahead there’s a point in the road where my luck’s gotta change CHORUS Only the one-offs, only the dislodged, only the never fit-ins Only the loose change, only the called names, only the might-have-beens Know the way I feel tonight CHORUS
2.
Spent Monday nights by the guitar amps Drinking that beer with the screw-off caps Nobody anywhere could tell us what to do We were staying up til we made it What ever happened to the groove my brother? Used to sit around and try to move each other But nobody wants to rock n roll no more Nobody wants to rock n roll no more Ooh-oooh-ooh Ooh-ooh We camped out for the record release Head full of music and axle grease Drumming on the pavement, sleeping when we could Dancing with the girls from beer bar Now all of those girls went and moved uptown They’re driving the carpool and looking worn down Cuz nobody wants to rock n roll no more Nobody wants to rock n roll no more Solo Nobody wants to rock n roll no more Nobody wants to rock n roll no more No, nobody wants to rock n roll no more Nobody wants to rock n roll no more Ooh-oooh-ooh Ooh-oooh-ooh Ooh-oooh-ooh Ooh-ooh
3.
Dabbs Avenue 03:34
I killed time today down along Dabbs Avenue I stood there with my skeleton covered in memories of you If time is just a dancer twirling farther and farther away Well, today, I was I dancer too I caught my reflection down along Dabbs Avenue There was dust on all of my edges and cobwebs on my shoes The sidewalk wore a shadow that might’ve been your dress But I guess I’ve been a shadow too I’ve made peace with this life of mine Where you never cross my mind You just hang there all the time Thought I saw you haunting a bench down along Dabbs Avenue With a halo of leaves round your ankles and a new switchblade tattoo If you’re off to heaven or the oblivion motel This place is hell without you I’ve made peace with this life of mine Where you never cross my mind You just hang there all the time All along Dabbs Avenue The crows appear on cue And wasting away is easy to do
4.
Michael, it’s me, I can’t believe I finally got your phone number Took three shots of Beam and a pool hall queen to get it out of Fat Jay He says you’re down doing chores for the narcos Looking behind you for shadows But, Michael, don’t you worry These days, I’m living straight You can stop running I ain’t gonna track you down in the Sunshine State You were just a kid making sucker bets out on the fire escape Packing sandwich bags, copping a couple drags, we burned through the night We didn’t know a thing about regret then Living with the savagery of dead men CHORUS Heard that you got made, powder and razor blades, while I was on the inside Did you serve it out ever thinking bout the twenty years you put me in for? Nevermind, I don’t wanna know the answer That kind of thing’ll kill you like a cancer CHORUS
5.
Carmen 03:15
I got a baby named Carmen She lives upstairs in motel room 252 She’s got pennies in her shoes We go dancing with the sailors She tips the band so they’ll play her “Sweet Caroline” I hold her hand in mine Oh Carmen I’m giving up on ever being sad again Oh Carmen I swear we're done with ever being sad I was the president of losing Ten or twenty years spent cruising Calamity Lane My heart was circling the drain Then she covered everything in starlight Somehow the trouble's all right with her at the wheel We're all chromium and steel CHORUS Someday we're gonna make ends meet We'll go to dinner on the street where the rich people go We'll swallow everything so Then I’m gonna find a little blue house We’ll peel potatoes on a couch someone left on the curb We’ll sow our seeds in the dirt CHORUS CHORUS
6.
I rode it til the wheels came off Down by the depot, blade in my pocket Mud in the cuff of my jeans Center of my heart just a bottle rocket Those highway lights Pouring cross the billboards Painting all of Sunrise Heights Shining like a rock chord Some day I’m gonna join them Some day I’m gonna get it right Cutting through the night Just a highway light Underneath the overpass Counting dimes and nickels in jelly jars Waiting on the evening rush 10 thousand heartaches in 10 thousand cars CHORUS Now I’m old Older than I ever thought I’d be Sleeping neath the auto parts store marquee CHORUS
7.
There’s a little old rain cloud Parked over my head now And it shadows me In honky tonk blue But I can’t find the jukebox And someone ran the band off Left me dancing In impractical shoes You know what they say about half-hearted angels like me Some girls wear welcome signs Free as blown dandelions But I don’t shine like that Anymore Instead I burn neon If there’s a barstool to lean on And fade away When they show me the door You know what they say about half-hearted angels like me We spend all our nights pinning hopes where our wings used to be If you see me uptown With my halo worn down Just pray that you’ll never be a half-hearted angel like me
8.
We’ll go round and round this like we always do Cuz when your blood's full of bourbon ain’t a damn thing new Same soup, reheated Same dough, re-kneaded We’re still me and you And you’re always drunk Nobody else has got your talent for the lame excuse Or your flair for pointing fingers when all hell breaks loose While you’re wisecracking, I’ll be upstairs packing I’m done with this Cuz you’re always drunk Don’t know where I’m going Just somewhere without your face ’ll sleep out in a phone booth It’s still better than this place where you’re always always always always Go on and find some bottle you can lean upon A couple sips of liquor to tell you I’m dead wrong To you and your alter egos Vaya con dios Ain’t me it’s you You’re always drunk Ain’t no hope for this Cuz you’re always, always, always, always, always, always, always, always drunk
9.
I can see it now, you were always on the run Looking to get shattered Day drinking brandy, hiding from the sun Trying to believe that none of it mattered I bought you some weed We smoked it in the backseat You ran your fingers round the Cadillac logo Nobody’s ever Gonna be someone Who can up and let me down again Nobody’s ever Gonna be someone Who can up and let me down again Money in the mattress, pills on the floor Baby, you look tired It don’t keep me going like it did before Running round town all empty and wired I’m gonna go straight I’m gonna cash my chips in You can have the car and the box in the basement CHORUS CHORUS
10.
Valentine 02:56
Akron, Ohio, winter of ’89 That’s what it says on the back of the snapshot Under the word “Valentine” It doesn’t say she sang Elvis While rolling out the biscuit dough It doesn’t tell you that we lost her To the bourbon long ago Valentine, does it matter that we miss you? Valentine, do you think of home at all? Valentine Glass on the nightstand, hair in a mess She’s laughing ‘bout something somebody said She’s in her velvet party dress Half the shot is turning white now Like it’s been sitting in the sun But she still blazes like a larkspur Just barely 21 Valentine, does it matter that we miss you? Valentine, do you think of home at all? Valentine I stuck it a novel, her favorite paperback I left it on a shelf in a room I never use With Dad’s last can of Kodiak Valentine, did you sense it When I pulled it out today? Or like that old snapshot Have you faded away?
11.
I’ve been living down at the Drake Motel Three hundred a week for cheap sheets and a parking lot view It’s just me and Jesus here with the ne’er-do-wells And a thousand and one blank spaces shaped like you I stay up at night and play your memory on repeat It’s the only song that kills the lonely Since I quit the bottle, I never sleep too well Chipping away at the night til the light pours through I page through the Gideon’s, thirsty as hell Watching the days pile up empty and new I stay up at night and play your memory on repeat It’s the only song that kills the lonely I don’t know how much more of my own heart I can take Rolling round the city all day like loose change I stay up at night and play your memory on repeat But oh, oh, oh it don’t kill the lonely I got nothing left these days but I’m still out here on my feet Though oh, oh, oh I’m moving slowly At the Drake Motel, oh oh oh At the Drake Motel, oh oh oh

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released October 19, 2018

All songs by Becky Warren (BMI) except tracks 6, 9 by Warren/Bragg (Mary Bragg Music, ASCAP).

Produced by Dan Knobler
Additional production by Jeremy Middleton
Recorded by Justin Francis at Goosehead Palace in Nashville, TN
Mixed by Sean O’Brien
Masted by Phillip Shaw Bova

Players:
Becky Warren: vocals
Dan Knobler: electric, baritone, 12 string, and acoustic guitars
Jeremy Middleton: bass
Jason Burger: drums & percussion
Jeff Malinowski: acoustic guitars

Also:
Amy Ray: harmony vocals on “We’re All We Got”
Danny Mitchell: organ, Wulitzer, Rhodes, piano, Casiotone, synth
Phillip Sterk: pedal steel
Benjamin Jason Douglas: harmony vocals on "Sunshine State"
Mary Bragg: harmony vocals on "Carmen"
Kira Small: harmony vocals on "Let Me Down Again" and "Drake Motel"
Jon Wheelock: harmony vocals on “Nobody Wants to Rock N Roll No More”
Jen Starsinic, Meg Braun, Caroline Spence, Jeremy Middleton, Addison Middleton, Jimmy Sullivan: Group vocals and claps on "Drake Motel"

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Becky Warren Nashville, Tennessee

Becky Warren has gathered acclaim for her songs about other people—veterans on her debut album, War Surplus, and entrepreneurs experiencing homelessness on her second album, Undesirable. For the first time, on The Sick Season, Warren turns her focus inward, delivering a deeply personal set of songs propelled by the same catchy, guitar-driven rock that made her earlier albums critical successes. ... more

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